GF, I feel the same way that you do. I will continue to support him whether we are together or not. I also want him to succeed in life and accomplish his goals. I just needed him to be my friend again.
When things were bad, I felt like I was in the twilight zone. This man was saying and doing things that I never thought he was capable of...and I in turn said and did things I didn't think I was capable of. I still look back and think "Did that really happen?" I do feel like our marriage can be a lot stronger now.