Thats how I feel now, that if I don't get myself sorted out, I will drive my M into the ground, and thats not what I want! So I will presue other options and try and get some help along the way!
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!