"I wonder if the lack of concrete action on the D relates to guilt, or perhaps the pain they are in, or both. It's easy to say one wants a D, but going through the process of initiating it, I suspect, requires an emotional strength that they just may not have right now."
I think this is it exactly. My R is getting no better. I think she was really bothered that I went out and GALed twice last week and am going to Colorado Thursday to have a blast. I can't wait.
It's really weird how she can change moods so fast. She can be on the bus stop with Sons and be having a great time, happ, chiiper with the neigbors but as soon as we get in the house, alone, she is plan old nasty again until the phone rings and she is off being happy again. Split personality. I was having feelings like I really love her but sometimes when I look at her I want to spit. The feelings these days are more like I want to spit. It is not fair the way she is treating me.
I am doing great at detaching, GALing and having a PMA. It is bugging the Sh** out of her. She is really moppie.
The feelings I have these days are more toward moving on.
