I have started to do that, RMG. I think this time I can walk away. I just cant love a woman that is so careless. I just pray God keeps me alive and up throughout this trial.
This time I really feel the death of my M. More than I have ever felt before. I feel like she is truly gone and is now an "alien", as they say on here. I just cant do it anymore.
If she wants me, right now...she is burnt. Im very angry and upset, but I cant do this anymore, so I wont