W called tonight, I just got off the phone 2 minutes ago. She doesn't want to work on the marriage anymore. Says she checked out years ago. Too much time thinking about how to get out, for us to have any chance at all.

This is not good. I feel like utter and complete crap.

She says that, despite the incredible times we had a couple of weeks back, she is not in love with me.

She says that if she moved back in without being "in love" with me, it would be unfair to us both.

Just when I thought it was going well.

It will be interesting to see what my DB coach says about this.

Me: 54
Her: 50 and sexy as hell
M: 32yrs
T: 34yrs
Bomb: Sept 26-07 "lost our emotional connection"
Bomb 2: Dec 25-07 she's "not feeling desire"
She asked if she could come home Apr 26-08!
Everything's GREAT!