All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

H came back. He stopped by and spent some time with kids (and me). We, as family, watched movie, tv and had dinner together. He helped me for kids getting ready for bed, book and tucked them in the blankets. Kids were happy and H seemed like really missed them.


Before he comes, I prepared to be 'normal' and I did well. Normal smile and hug.. casual talk, just normal.. But he was the one acting wired... at end of the night, he told me that he is surprised with my attitude, calm and nice and not being emotional and he was not sure when my blow up was coming LOL...Of course it didn't happen. He asked me why.. and I just said 'nice to have you here' He was just nodding.

So I guess this is a result of 180.

I didn't ask about anything particlar and just listened to his plans for the week, about kids, and so on (nothing about the trip and OW). He wanted to take kids for the night but he has a plan and he will take them next 3 days (altough I am not sure if I like that)

It wasn't a bad day after all. He is back and OW is far away. very peaceful..

Beauty