yes i should, lol, tricky girl, reviving my thread, I was hoping it'd die a quiet death. Doing good. H is lining up a place nearby (currently he lives 45miles from here, it will be good for the kids, (and painless to exchange them). In a stupid way, as detached as I am for him it felt good to know he wouldnt' be too far. Still figuring out why it feels good? I know it will b convenient, but in some ways it will feel like he's "sort of" around the house. Still figuring out child support, the figure I got from the CS website was absurd (50% his paycheck for the month) so i'm looking into it.
All things considered I'm good, still have not told s9 nor my family, sigh*, dont' want him to keep his hopes up, but still dread the loss of innocence. It will prob happen this sunday.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
