day by day

[Michael Mc C]

Welcome back LWB!!! Missed you too. Very happy to see everyone enjoyed the trip.

...I received a text from H while out feeding the fish with D6. It wasn't for me.

I don't get it. I haven't been texting for very long and I have yet to send a text (knock wood) to the wrong person. I've read about this happening a few different times to different people. I wonder how much of it is truly accidental...

Anyway, I loved the way you handled it. When my wife told me to stop reading the log files from her game a few weeks (months?) back I told her I don't read them anymore because quite frankly I don't care what she is saying to anyone in the game anymore. It's very freeing to be able to honestly say "It's not my concern any more"

Everyone says to 'let go' and move on, but honestly, it just won't happen until we are ready. I am ready to let him go, if he needs to go.

It amazes me how we start off on this journey feeling hopeless, helpless and completely alone and then after months of working on ourselves we wake up and finally realize the strength we have gained. I am so happy for you and, at the risk of sounding condescending, very proud of you as well.

I am ok. I am relieved to have him gone, yet miss him and love him like crazy. I will be fine. I know this now. H may not want to be married to me, but I realized I don't deserve to be around someone that doesn't want to be around me.

Great job LWB! Oh, he does NOT deserve to be around you...