I have so wanted to just beat you up. But as brutal as I am.. I just could not.
I feel you would not "hear" what I say. You would take it all wrong and I would hate myself. You have done and said some good things. Some I have agreed with 110%.. Some I just wanted to yell at you. You have lived a life that should have been fulfilling.
I am sorry it was not.
I wish I could help you but I can't. I feel overwhelmed with who you are. I just don't know what to say.
I am gonna turn it on for 2 min. I hope to not scare you away. I feel you have something. Just not quite sure what to do with it.
Please don't stop posting. I am not here to offend. Or distance. I feel like I am sugar coating a piece of coal. But here goes...
Full on FG here!
What changed? You were having an EA online? You came here and talked about what you had done wrong. You were still sitting in front of a screen typing away. Did the guy sitting behind you see the difference? (I am hating myself right now!!) Your family is so important you don't want to be the cause. Does the guy in the "Chair" see it the way you do? Does he feel the same way you do?
He reminds me of the guy sitting in Waffle House. Talking to everyone who will listen.
My question to you is where was he in all this? The MLC. The EA.
He was sitting in the chair.
You have not made enough of a change to "show him the way."
You are still "there". He is ok with that from his chair.
Make him get up. He can push the button that says stand.
DAM'IT woman do something different!!!
Show him you want to be happy. You want to roll out on some 26" rims on the Lincoln. (I understand you will not get that)
Show me who you are. Surprise Me. Show a young buck he has nothing on you!!
Step it up.
Forrest Gump.. Off
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
