Hi, I posted this on my solution journal with cw68 too so sorry for double posting.
H went away yesterday (Sunday) and says he had time to think a bit but is planning to go away for 2 days this week. He has thanked me over and over for "letting" him have some time off. He says he doesn't want his feelings to effect his decision. He was telling me that he broke down on Friday but I don't know if this was while with our friend or while he was by himself. I'm very worried about him because he is so stressed and sad. I know part of him wants to come home but he thinks he can't do it. He is going to find an apartment to rent with a friend who is having a hard time with his wife (totally different sitch and type of guy). They were talking about it today and I caught him saying: "the apartment will be a 6 month lease and thats good because I don't want anymore than that right now".
I am almost convinced that I am being tested. Do you feel like this too? Is it normal for the WAS to test the LBS?
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
