I found you Thanks for posting on my "mess" thread. It's nice to know there's someone one here that understands the addictive behavior and the crap that I'm going through right now. I can honestly say I've started "fighting" hard to fight back to who I know I really am. A very strong person who let those pain meds bring me down. Today, though, I'm still just taking it day by day, moment by moment. I hate the feeling of not know what to expect from myself emotionally or physically when I wake up in the a.m. Sorry, don't mean to hijack. Like I said, it's just nice to hear that I'm not the only *one* around here.
I'm not sure you will be able to completely even "start" to heal until the D is final.
Me: 38 H: 35 S4, S5, S10 Bomb 01/07 Wanted D - nothing would change his mind Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb Piecing 04/07 Deployed for a year 05/07 Still Piecing 2010 M 11 yrs 05/10
Thanks for posting on my "mess" thread. It's nice to know there's someone one here that understands the addictive behavior and the crap that I'm going through right now. I can honestly say I've started "fighting" hard to fight back to who I know I really am. A very strong person who let those pain meds bring me down. Today, though, I'm still just taking it day by day, moment by moment. I hate the feeling of not know what to expect from myself emotionally or physically when I wake up in the a.m. Sorry, don't mean to hijack. Like I said, it's just nice to hear that I'm not the only *one* around here. 