W still hasn't decided to move herself into the guest bedroom like she did last time. I keep thinking I should tell her to move her stuff and not sleep with me, but I'm curious to find out when she decides to do it on her own. I have no doubt she WILL choose to move out of 'our' bedroom at some point because she'll NEED to do that so she can show herself that she is 'moving forward'.
Last night in the middle of the night she touched me on the top of the head for a moment and rubbed my hair. I was awake at the time because I wasn't sleeping well but I'm sure she thought I was asleep. What is that all about? I have no clue. I don't think I was snoring and even if I was, she'd tap my arm or something, not rub my head. Maybe she was 'reading my energy' ;).
Anyway, I am becoming more immune to this stuff. Still have anxiety from time to time but it gets to be less and less. None of this is real, so it can't hurt me.
