I was thinking today about my H. I finally feel like he is back. When things were really bad, he really was a completely different person. It was like he didn't care anything about me, I really felt like he hated me. He was mean. I can't even believe some of the things he said. He doesn't even REMEMBER some of the things he said. He was so cold, and he even acted that way towards his family. He truly became someone that I didn't know. I really do think he was in a crisis. I am not sure that he has worked through it all, but I definitely see the changes. I think in time he will be ok.
He is slowly starting to call me more. I notice that when he has news or needs to tell someone something, I am the one he calls. He has told me that I am his best friend and that no one has ever accepted him the way I have. Things have taken a complete turn. We are at the friends stage right now more than the romantic one...but that is SO much better than what it was. He is also my best friend. When things were so bad, I couldn't figure out why I still wanted him....but I am starting to remember .
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