Joie, OK first off, on the bowling again...In a normal week I bowl two nights, Monday and Tuesday. Well last week I bowled Sunday, Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday nights, by Wednesday I was asking myself what was I thinking? I started bowling on Mondays with H a couple of years ago, so we had a night to do something together. Well I ended up not having a whole lot of fun because H is very competive, so if he is not winning he is not the happiest person. So this year I told him that I only wanted to bowl with him part time because I really did not want to bowl two nights a week full time. That did not seem to work out, a guy on our team got bumped to second shift so he was not able to bowl anymore. I was planning on bowling tuesday nights with the girls, and that was it. H did sell most of the racing parts and etc. this weekend but he did keep enough to run a race or two. There are several guys that run will only run a few races and call it good for the season, and he is now one of them.
Funny thing is now we have enough from the sale of all of that stuff to paid off one of our credit cards. Which one we are still working on figuring out. H is afraid that once all the debt is taken care of I will leave still. I don't blame him one bit there, but the one card that he wants to pay off we have had paid off before and HE jacked it back up to where it is now. He is the only one who is on that card. When I paid off my cards I canceled all but one an lowered the limit to an amount that I knew I could handle with or with out him.
Yes doing stuff with H is helping with missing OM. Yesurday I found myself lost in thought and it was about OM. Just more or less wondering what he is saying about me.
