Well,
H stopped by unannounced last night at 7, just came in the garage door...scared me actually....said Hi and then went looking for son..and wanted to play cards with him....then went to the kitchen, made himself something to eat, like he still lived there..What??? then got himself a snack...I don't get this..what if he came in and I was with OP, and he walked in on us? See, he knows I won't do that and he knows I want him to come home so he is taking full advantage of the sitch....

H said he stopped by Sat. night but we weren't home...he was doing his moms floor and when he was done he stopped by at 6:00...so why didn't he stay and then take son when we got home...because that would interfere with his night out with the Ho.....He has not taken the kids in 5 weeks, only comes over when it's convenient for him...I'm actually getting used to it although at times I am overwhelmed and get angry at him in my head......then he left at 9:00.

D21 comes home tonight so it will be interesting if he comes around or if he stays away....we'll see....

I am getting closer to believing he will never come home...he is actually loving being away...or it appears he loves it..I wanted to hug him so bad. I feel so much love for him and he feels nothing for me...

venting right now...


Treese

H 49
M 45
D 23, D17, S12
M 25 T 31
01/07 OW H at my door w/proof
Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07
Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass,
Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9
11/08 pos.paternity