I think H thinks all is well right now, and I know that I am the one pulling away, and I am not sure why...I don't know if its just all the hurt that I can't get pasted, or that I am just so tired. I am pulled in so many direction, not just by H, and there is so little left for me. I told h that awhile ago, that since my Dad died, 4 years ago, its just been one thing after the other, and I have not had time to heal myself, and its just taking its toll. I am just pulling to myself more and more.
Me - 44 H - 44 M - 19yrs together - 23yrs D16 S8 EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07 H still @ home Recovered!
