it seems so sick!! you think that if you pull back they will figure " screw it there not interested and im happyer on my own anyway!" but instead if it all goesa right they will miss you. and thats the frigin key isent it. no matter how " loved" you try to make them if they dont want it all they view is a desperat villian trying to ruin there new found awarness of how right they are and of how bad you have been. just wears on ya
and if i was interested in a girl i would persue her. so i got to almost act like shes a casuel friend. a casul friend who wont call and if she does im might be busey because we are just 'casual" man this stinks
