I think thats great. The change i've made this weekend is to wake up and state this will be a good day, a happy day. The more we start to believe in our 'own' happiness, the more likely it will radiant from us, with luck or H's will see this.
Also i've decided to be quiet and still, observe and occupy my time with things other than this DB obssession.
It must be great to have C reinforce your positives. I like what she said about the fog lifting, maybe all h needs is time. Keep longly distant but connected via texts.
Have you contacted H this week, with a light upbeat text?
More later
x Eve
P/A confirmed 5/03/08
03/08 H said affair over, I dont think it is, h still doesn't want marriage
T: 13 M: 8 D:20 & 17 from Previous M S: 8 & 4 BS: May 07 ILYBNILWY S: 13/10/07