Hi all,

Haven't posted in awhile...but thought it was time.

I seem to be having a problem with me, I seem to be withdrawing from my marriage now, I am just filled with thoughts of H PA, and pictures, why has it come back after all this time, why now do I seem to be pulling away?
I know this is causing distance with H and I.
H hasn't done anything really, but I guess it how we interact, we were doing great there for awhile, but now very little, we don't dialogue anymore, and our sex life is not great.
All weekend I just wanted to ask H if our marriage was over, but didn't.


Me - 44
H - 44
M - 19yrs
together - 23yrs
D16
S8
EA/PA - Bomb Oct20/06 Jan 8/07 Feb 01/07 Jul 15/07
H still @ home
Recovered!

"Do or do not, there is no try" Yoda