I'm sorry things have went so bad for you and she has put you through so much.
Just remember your son is the important one right now to feel stable and secure. You are such a loving and caring person. That is the one I remember and I'm sure is the real one. Don't let what she has done leave you bitter.
Yes, you have every right to be angry. You weren't here when I finally went through my angry spell at David. It was ugly and I wasn't sure I would ever get through it to the other side. But I did and I think you have to go through an angry stage. I'm told it is one of the steps in grieving. Just try not to let the anger take over your life.
Write me sometime if you want. I don't think I still have your e-mail address after my last hard drive died. No, I didn't have a back up!
Take care and hugs to you and your son.
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"
