Today was a good day. Saw my kiddos. Laughed and played. We played duck-duck-goose. Now, my kids are not all really young, and duck-duck-goose is sort of a game for tots. And there's only 5 of us, so it's not really enough people. But it was silly and we played it silly. They wer making up other bird names, and then it went from birds to vegetables and any old object. Duck-eagle-owl-field mouse-moose-chicken-goose!
My D6 is the one who feels the most... uh... i guess repressed anger? toward me. I mean, I think she is grumpy that me and her mom split apart. And I don't blame her one bit. (I'm grumpy about it too) I have a lot of empathy for D6. She hesitates to kiss me, and she pushes me away. But during duck-duck-goose, she only picked me to chase her. Like 5 times in a row. It was a joy.
We also played yahtzee, and played some other games.
I am really really looking forward to getting my own place, someplace where she'll feel comfortable. I'm looking forward to a regular life with my kids again.
M 43 S14 S13 D11 D7 Divorce final: Jan 2009 Making it up as I go....
