Well that was painful i will NOT be contacting her except through MC. the sermon was on trusting God and my W took it as since she was praying that she has been making all the right decisions. “I just wanted you to know that I have been praying since this started so this was a real wake up. I know now that I’m doing the right thing right now. Were before I was unsure the father said we should trust God.”
I was kind of hurt but I acted AS IF until she drove away. Then I cried. She maid the sermon into a complete justification for her actions. She was colder then she has ever been. So Mink, good buddy bring on the advice. I’m going a little away from her for a while. And WAS2 your right. I will be here for her as a friend if she wants one. But until she makes that request I will work on myself. Man this sucks real bad. Funny as it sound you guys are all better friends then she is right now and I thank you all. My buddy asked me tonight “ why not just get divorced if your going to pull back, what are you getting out of this?” I told him I am getting a promise of hope. I am getting self respect for not giving up. And I am letting my W heal while I build, so if and when she comes back to me we will be better. Once again man this is hard.
