thanks for all the support! I am letting her make the move of the divorce. As of yet she has not pulled the trigger. As for the 180, its very hard to do, but if I want it, I must keep doing it. I am also making myself happyer by doing things that I enjoy. It's hard to not to think of her, but like they say, the show must go on! that my life, IT MUST GO ON! thanks a Mill for all the support!
