Wow, quite the ride in the last couple of weeks for you. I can relate to the mood swinging around, but in the big picture, it still sounds like you're on the money. From stuff I've read, I don't think it's unusual that she wavers a bit at this stage. It must be hard because you've already had loads of patience and worked really hard on yourself. But breathe easy! You want her to be back because she feels ready, not because she said she'd come back but isn't into it fully. I think you're gonna get there soon! Hang in there.
