I've been wondering a lot about how you've been doing. I'm glad to see you pop up! And I've been wanting to thank you for posting on my thread about what you've been praying for for your H.
I don't want to minimize what you said at all... but don't be afraid of what you're losing and letting go of. You are finding new things that are even stronger, even more deep and meaningful. One of my closest friends told me, "when you question your faith, it only becomes stronger." I think it's the same with what we're going through, and examining ourselves. But it is still painful, and confusing. It takes a lot of guts to post about this stuff... thank you for opening up about it!!!
Early in the crisis, this same friend also told me that part of the pain I was experiencing wasn't just because of the bomb, but because everything I was letting go as I examined myself post-bomb. That helped me put things in perspective.
Maybe it's just me! Do you think I am blowing hot air, or do you think this may be the case for others too? Hit me with a 2 x 4 if you like!!
I am glad reading RCR's requote made you feel better! I printed that one out and re-read it frequently.
How was your week? Did you get to see H at all? Any more lost-watching?
