I just want to make it better. . .

[seekpeaceofmind]

Had my C session Friday - left feeling pretty good about myself. She was kind of summing up the past six months or so that I've been seeing her and basically saying that I've handled myself well. I agree! Neither H or I have gotten mean or nasty. I am still loving toward him - as much as I can be under the circumstances. She said that H should see (if his fog ever lifts) that he is lucky to have me - not a direct quote, but the gist of it. As we all know, being left can make you feel pretty bad about yourself, and I have lots of regrets, but at least I can feel ok about how I have met the challenge of this crisis in my M.