Thank you for sharing your thoughts on my dream. I had totally forgotten about my long-ago plan to try to break NC in March. That is awesome that you are remembering details from that far back in my thread! I feel very special!! I would never have thought of that without you.
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are you worried at all that there is something that could prevent reconciliation?
Honestly I don't know... that's why I'm asking you guys. I feel like from my POV, his way home to me is smooth and paved and swept clean. But who knows what it looks like from his POV. The last two times he talked to me I was in a total state of utter panic.
There was another B dream a couple weeks ago. In the dream we were taking a shower together (something we did all the time in real life) and I was telling him about some TV show I had seen (this is totally made up b/c I don't watch TV) where they were talking about how hot leonardo di caprio was, but *I* thought *B* was way hotter than leonardo di caprio. In the dream, I had my clothes on even though I was in the shower!
So maybe there is some more excavation/shedding of layers to be done? Or maybe that was just a reflection that my "changes" weren't coming from the right motivation... which I think I have adjusted.
Let me know about the muffins!!! I am excited for you!!