Well it is allready over with, our third time around at our M lasted for only a week.
He finally called me this afternoon around 1:30 and asked to come by. When he got here he told me he was so drunk on friday night that he didn't even remember our fight we had the next morning until after I had left and that is why he made love to me. He asked if I remembered it.
I said Yes and that I was sorry I got so mad and emotional, but the issues are still a concern. I said that it is not healthy for us to try to reconcile if he is going to be at the bars everynight and drinking as much as he does.
He basically said that he is not willing to change and that I have always know he has been an alcoholic and I am expecting him to be someone he is not. He said he doesnt want to work on our M, and that he would rather live the way he has been living. He said he just want to be friends and that he hopes that we can divorce amicably.
I said that if the bars and booze is what he wants, then to go have it, and that I really wish he wanted to work on our M instead.
He had a childish smirk on his face as he asked me if it would be ok if he takes his beer with him out of the fridge. Then he gave me a hug. When he let go, I had a teardrop down my face but I did pretty well about not crying or getting emotional.
So I guess I am gonna leave my piecing thread behind and go back to the MLC forum for now. I do have hopes that someday I can be back here though. Thank you all for the encouragement and advice while I was here. TIPPER
