I will not assume the worse. i will not assume the worse I will not assume the worse....
but I did. UGh!! I did it anyway. I hate myself.
I will not assume the worse I will not assume the worse
I actually said that I hate my H today. I didnt say it to him, but I said it. Broke down. Said I hate him.
I dont really, Im just tired.
Saw his truck at the OW's house.
Bummed over it.
Assuming the worst.
I will not assume.
I need some closure. I am going crazy with all the uncertainties.
How do I keep doing this.
I guess my Problem lately is how to let go and still have hope. I feel like I have to let go of all hope for this working out, to be able to move on. And I cant do that either.
Sorry guys....Im just moody the last few days....is that an excuse??
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
I need some closure. I am going crazy with all the uncertainties.
How do I keep doing this.
Uncertainty is not the best friend of human beings. Let just think for a second. What if you had closure but the outcome was not the one for which you now hope? What would you do?
So let's see your answer to these questions and then we can see where we can go from there.
Probably finally accept it and move on. I would cry, get it out, get over it and move on. I would know for sure. There would be no more wondering what he was going to do....I guess this would only apply to the case if he was to make a decision and stick with it.
I will not assume the worse I will not assume the worse I will not assume the worse
How many is that so far?
Not enough??
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
I dont know. I really dont know anymore. I guess if it was to happen, it would, I dont think I would go looking for one however.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Actually, kissak, I was thinking you wouldn't for straight out and look for a man. So you see there really is no difference between today and a day like that which may or may not happen. So what you would do is care for children, run your business, see family and friends, etc, etc. Just do that for the time being. Your H did see the C so he needs to work that through a bit.
Patience....now that, I am running low on today...
Please send some more my Way!!
Going to start over tomorrow. This was not the best of weekends for me.
H goes to see the C again on Tuesday. I will keep praying for him.
Thank you IMP.
Last edited by kissak; 03/03/0801:02 AM.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
Any suggestions when I do accidently blow up at my H. How do I get out of it? Do I apologize? Or just smile and let it go? Everytime I have gotten upset with him in the past, he always understands why.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
