What do you do when you realize that no matter what you do it is not going to be enough? What do you do when you probably were the one at fault and nothing will ever make it right. I feel as if all of the problems in our M were my fault and WAW should have left years ago. I am noticing quite a bit of distancing on her part and I susupect EA may be heating up now that the dust is starting to settle. Emails no longer come and when they do they are short and devoid of emotion. Phone and personal contact is slowing down as well. I know my happiness should come from within but I am so lonely and don't know what to do.