Just got off the phone with her. She has "no idea why she is hesitating". She says when we are together, it feels solid, feels right. She knows my changes are for real. When I have spent the night, she has felt wonderful. But she still wonders if she needs more time alone.
I am pissed. But there is nothing I can do.
She said she will do some thinking and try to get to the bottom of why she feels this way, I said I would appreciate that. She said "don't be depressed", I said I'm not, I'm just confused. You were coming home in a couple of weeks, now maybe you're not. I just need to get my head around that, I'll be fine.
I know this is a backslide, for both of us. Just have to claw our way back, I suppose.
Guess I was premature in the title of this thread.
