I do understand. A year after my bomb, I didn't have "lowman" posts, I had "angry, pissed of MF" posts. But even so, I did always keep telling myself what it is I had to do to move forward with my life. We are humans and can't snap our fingers and wake up in the Garden of Eden.
Hang in there. Things have a way of working out one way or another as long as we allow it.
