You know what's weird, I guess being alone, I had time to think for a change, no kids interrupting me for the first time in years. I was cleaning now, and I just realized I think it will be good for me when H moves out in 2 weeks. He's been making me feel worthless, horrible, and stupid by calling me those names or treating me that way for long enough now that I realized today I agree with him: I feel that way about myself too. I am screwed up. Hopefully, when he moves out and with my C's help, maybe I can undo some (all?) of the damage...Karen
Karen, honey, you are NOT screwed up. You are a WONDERFUL woman who is WORTH SO MUCH. You're worth a lot and you deserve a lot!
Don't let this man pull you down. You are better and stronger than that. One day he's going to see what he's lost, and he will regret, very deeply, all the hurt he has caused you. He's going to realize what an a$$ he was/is to you. Trust me.
(((((Hugs)))))
Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell
