SPM: I strongly believe that my W loves me very much and all her pain comes from this decision she has made to leave our marriage. She see's, not hears, the changes I have made. I am such a better man now it is unreal. I actually thanked her last week for blasting me out of the tunnel I was in, thanked her for blasting me out of the fog for i was sleepwalking thru life. I really love the new me and the new world that i see out there. This is a wonderful world that we live in and i was missing it. I really thanked her. She was blasted man!
