this damn waiting game is the worst!! im a cop and all i see are the bad things that happen to people, so when my W dosent return my text ( which she had done everytime so far) i get bonkers withy worry! she even told me to get a hold of her!! i know i know theres a million reasons tah she didnt answer from her phone died to she forgot it. but she's on sucha roller coster i never know what will set her off. GAL is easy but when you M is hangng by a slim thread its also easy to get a anti-life. sigh just want to be a friend to my wife but it seems im not even allowed that now.
