H just told me the really reason why everything is happening. He confessed sex addiction. Has always had it! Says he been living double life for such a long time, has not been faithful in so many years. Still loves me but can not control these feelings. I have a choice to let him continue to lead this life or please let him go so I can get on without him. Does not want help from me or counseling, likes this feeling. So now what? In deep MLC or real sex addiction? He was in so much pain, he was crying he said he couldn't take all the lies anymore, doesn't want to hurt me and can't live with this feeling of guilt he had put on me, wants me to continue to love him but then again would like me to find someone that'll care for me the way I deserve.


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M 45
H 42

D 26
D 18
S 16

Married 19 years
Together 24 years
ILYBNILWY 1/7/08
OW 10/11/07
ended affair 3/14/08
came home 3/14/08
last contacted ow 3/17/08
4/19/08 trying to piece marriage back.