I got up out of bed at 3 and drove to the bar(3 min away) to see if his car was there, it was just his and his friend's(another friend owns the bar).
No No No No
You should NOT have done this. Youcan not control where he goies or what he does. The only thing this did was drive him farther away. Makes him think " Why should I call she does not beleive me anyway"
IT's Hard I know. My W OM lives over 500 miles away but I still thing EVERTTIME she goes to the store "maybe he is in town." Or she is going somwwhere to call him.
You need to let go sweet heart. By letting him upset you. you are allowing him to control your feelings..
I have to go but will be back later....
DrLove
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know