Well, W just came home, took D17 for a drive to the ocean.
Her tone to me was indifferent. Told me one of the women she knows invited the 'girls' over tonight so she was going out later.
Seems to be angry about something. Since I haven't seen her all day and I didn't say anything to her after talking to D12 I don't know why she has to be angry at me.
Maybe because after she paid all 'her' bills today she only has $100 left to pay for groceries?
Yes, she believes all our financial problems are my fault, but did she think that kicking me when I was down would suddenly motivate me to get all better and double my productivity?
All this crap hurts, and it's one more step towards divorce, her leaving, whatever.
I guess I have to remember what my counselor said: "How long do you want it to hurt?" It's up to me to choose when I've had enough.
