Being OW

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Hi! This is a great thread! I mean my emotion goes everywhere while I am reading, I truely understand all the posts.. sucks, but I am glad 'I am not crazy wife' to think lots about OW.

Sometims, I really think about revenge, or anything could hurt H or OW's feeling or freak them out... these fantasy gives me time to laugh with my girlfrends and escape from pains.


I told H once that I forgave him but I will never forgive OW. The difference is I love him and understand why this happened. OW.. is someone I never knew. I never had any stranger hurted me like her and I do not forget about how much she involved my life, which I did not have a choice but just let her walk in.

Plus, I am willing to pay for my counseling next 4 years because of my H I loved (still do) but I just hate to even think I will be paying for my counseling/therapy/meds because of OW too! u know what i mean..

Beauty