I went to a memorial service yesterday for a colleague and ended up being extremely moved. Talked to W about it when I got home and ended up breaking into tears - everything just swirled together all of a sudden. W was very supportive and we had a great conversation. Subject of her grandfather came up. He had said something very moving about her to a friend, and this friend told her about it at her grandfather's funeral. Anyway, she then broke down into tears. So there we were, both crying but about something other than R for a change. Felt very close last night. Little weird at end - I was rubbing her back and she seemed okay. Then turned and said she wasn't ready for sex. I said I was only rubbing her back because I thought she might like it - not trying to seduce her. We went to bed and she said she was dizzy from drinking too much wine.
Then woke up this morning next to dragon lady. W has been distant and snipping/blowing up about everything. For example, she forgot to ask me to get her favorite bread at the grocery store. I said I was going back out to run errands and could pick it up on my way home. She got really short, raised her voice, and said she'd do it, she likes going to the store.
Where did that come from? Why the b**ch act all of a sudden? Having friends over for dinner tonight - this should be interesting. Screw it - I can act as if and have PMA all day. I'm not going to let her push my buttons.
