Didn't get much sleep maybe an hour. He got home about 2:30 am, talked until 6am. We had trouble sleeping he said couldn't help feeling like he wanted to be with me, to touch me and to get comfort by me, told him i can't even look at him, he understood.
Still feeling numb but want to do something to get even, like take that new phone and run it over and throw it away. What do you think? I took a look in his car well didn't see phone not like last week out in the open, but didn't know about it then, asked him last week whose phone he lied said it was his friends I'm so gullible.
M 45 H 42
D 26 D 18 S 16
Married 19 years Together 24 years ILYBNILWY 1/7/08 OW 10/11/07 ended affair 3/14/08 came home 3/14/08 last contacted ow 3/17/08 4/19/08 trying to piece marriage back.
Time for a walk. Getting even won't help anything esp you. It might feel good for a minute, but then I suspect you'd feel worse. Remember, living well is the best revenge.
