Back on the Roller Coaster - OW still around

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FA,

Amazing with what our S's do to us by wanting to leave/D, that if we get to the place where we think is it worth it, worth putting up with all the crap and WE have thoughts about pitching it all THEY get upset.

Tell H it was a list to help you decide if YOU wanted to stay in the R, that the pros meant much more than the cons, and it helped you to make the decision that staying in the M is what meant the most to you.

Sounds to me that H wants back in the M and finding your journal was a reality check on the damage he has caused. He wonders if he can overcome the damage.

In my sich, went out with S26, met up with his friend and his friend's mom and her BF at a neighborhood pub. D19 came later with a friend. D told me W came to the restaurant D works at. W had too much to drink and actually got sick in the bathroom. I wonder if it, the drinking too much, is from her thinking I'm seeing someone/moving on? Going to stop by D24's house tonight to drop off some clothes (D24's BF has gained some weight and now wears what doesn't fit me) for D's BF. Will only stay for a little while, when leaving I'll give W a compliment. If she asks if I have a date I'll tell her I'd rather have one with you, I'll cancel my plans if you want to go out. We'll see.

Mike