Meredith..your 5 years continuned.

[cagzmom]

Trusting - thank you for stopping by. That is what I need. DARK. As with you - if I need "help" I will not go to him. I am thankful I only have 1 child - I don't know how you do it with 3.

As with you Trusting. I need to be DARK for ME. My H hasn't gone "evil" on me in words...just in actions. You already know what he has done...no need to rehash.

Yep it is time for me to be away from him. Funny how it shifts after time. In the beginning, when I would get on this board I would read to find "clues" and answers onto how to save my marriage. I DO STILL WANT to save my marriage. I DO STILL read and learn from those who have "gone" before. BUT NOW.... I WANT TO SAVE ME!