I don't know what I'm doing!

[gsr1]

Thanks, I wish I could grasp all of this right now i feel like my head is spinning. How can I keep from the R talk he's going to do it I know he's going to go there because he wants it all out in the open so he can leave. Oh by the way there won't be anymore bootie calls, its not going to happen believe me after our talk earlier the last thing I want is to even see the man and I use that term loosely right now. He is no man, and I told him so to tonight. I didn't cry or beg, I just spoke calmly, but I don't know whats going to happen when he finally gets here. I don't expect him until tomorrow morning sometime it won't be early, he won't be in any hurry to come home.