you must not stop living because of him, make it a point to enjoy your kids' bdays, the rollercoaster is a long one and you must saddle up for a long hard ride. THere might be more heartache and what's going to pull you through is your desire to be happy regardless, to realize your H is a want not a need. If he's in ow's spell he prob will spew some deluded stuff your way, you must not buy everything he says.
Men/women come and go, your kids will be yours forever, why "let him destroy" anything? What he is doing is despicable, of course you are in shock and hurting, but remember, yelling and crying and begging will most likely give him ammo and an excuse for him for what he has done.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
