Well, great point and song, RMG...here is a song I play a lot to describe my emotions and feelings since my S...very parallel to my sitch...almost like Ben Burnley (the lead singer) knew what I felt and wrote it just for me...
Breath by Breaking Benjamin
I see nothing in your eyes And the more I find, the less I like Is it over yet? In my head...
I know nothing of your kind And I won't reveal your evil mind Is it over yet? I can't wait
So sacrifice yourself And let me have whats left I know that I can find the fire in your eyes I'm going all the way..get away
You take the breath right out of me You left a hole where my heart should be You gotta fight just to make it through 'Cause I will be the death of you
This will be all over soon Pour salt into the open wound Is it over yet...let me in
I'm waiting I'm hating Realize Start hiding
That song, RMG, while kind of angry, depicts what I wish I could say to W many times. Even though I feel pretty good about me and my life, When I think about what she has done, and why she thinks she is better off without me, but doesn't seem to be happier..I play this song over and over in my head to her and feel...not vengence or vindication...but peace..peace that I am the better of us two in this. That I will have the better life with God and my kids and my future R.
Just a side note...she still has the pics of us when we were engaged and such hanging in the living room of the house. Not sure if she just forgot there were there, but when she brings guys home I know they see them...wonder why there are still there....
God bless..I hope to be where your are someday, RMG.
