I'm really not understanding the increased contact these days.. especially when he throws in things like D2 adjusting soon and the need for the internet in his apartment.. I just have to take it as it comes I guess.
When it comes to the sex topic I'm not really sure what is right. The reason I wonder is.. we were in a sex starved marriage.. so it's kind of a 180 for us to have sex, you know?? Also, and I know this is wrong, but I feel like there is less of a chance that he will be getting it elsewhere if he's getting it from me. I know there are many people that will likely disagree with that statement but that's kind of how I feel.. Also, it's a way to remind him that we are not just friends.. since prior to his departure he was viewing me as a friend (although not treating me as one), a roommate and D2's Mommy.. but not as a partner or a lover... and lastly I just need it sometimes... and I'm not about to entertain the idea of getting it from someone else.
