Just read your latest post. Sounds confusing!!! Reconnection + gifts + future talk + constant phoning the OW ?? All I can say is, you are being SO STRONG and doing such a good job in an extremely difficult situation... It may be hard to see from where you're at but it sounds like since H *is* interacting with you more *and* being at home is more pleasant that what you are doing IS working and bringing about change. Even if it's not as fast as you want!! Take heart in your steps forward.
What are you doing to take care of yourself these days??
