I guess what I mean by "move on" is assume she isn't coming back. Period. And make an attempt to try to find someone to date (not easy around here). I know you all have told me to enjoy being alone but I really want a partner to share life with and I'm not getting any younger!
IF she called, I would be able to "start anew." I think that is the ONLY way things might ever work between us. I have accepted that - a "new" relationship must be started, starting with "friendship." We would NOT be able to "continue" the old relationship. It's been too long since we were "together" and neither of us would want to assume anything.
On the other hand, you can't forget the memories (the good ones) and the way you felt about each other. The sexual chemistry will still be there and the attraction.
I am depressed. I've been thinking about her all day. I've been hoping and praying she'd call before March 1 and I guess I'm disappointed and frustrated and lonely. Not lonely as I have nothing else to do, lonely as in I want someone to hold, kiss, sleep with, say "I love you" to.
I had in my mind that she might call by March 1 because it has been 4 months since I've seen her and the last time this happened, it was 4 months between the time I last saw her and the time she called. Last time it was 7 weeks that there were no telephone conversations and this time it has already been 10 weeks. I'm feeling VERY discouraged.
