Thanks, Karen and Neecy. I truly appreciate your feedback and support! \:\)

H has called 2 or 3 times since this morning, talking about all of the things he wants us to do together, all his hopes and dreams for our future together. He assures me that I won't regret a thing. I almost feel like throwing the DR book at him and saying, "Read this and STOP chasing me!"

Right now, I'm mentally one big mess! My head feels like it's spinning and out of control.

I'm still not sure what to do, but I'm going to give myself the weekend to really think everything through.

If I choose to stop the D, I can go to the courthouse on Monday and see about doing so. If I don't stop it, well....I hope whatever happens, I will be strong.

Thanks again. \:\)

Getting over a painful experience is much like crossing monkey bars. You have to let go at some point in order to move forward. ~ Joseph Campbell